and I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her i'll always envy.
i want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
but I swear I'm gonna cry.
i'm sick of tryin' to be tough
» if i'm smart i'll run away ;
♥
well i know you're not here .
but at least you don't feel it anymore .